07.02.2026
Last blog aged like milk! Soooo, if you're not polish and somehow you've stumbled across this blog, poland is in a snowy hell right now! Every part of the country is struggling with it's own issues. This week almost everyday other than wednesday I had online lessons. Part of me is happy with this. It's nice to not have to walk in -20 degress temapture to school. On the other hand, I'll be honest I learn better when I'm at the building. On the other other hand, I'm the only one with a camera on, making my lazy eye very OBVIOUS... Well that's not important, what is important is the fact I'm going to have a shit ton of tests this week. I do have things to look forward too, a convention is happening soon! A small one but still! I might work on the "con" part of this site /make it. Albiet I would have to finish the movieshrine. I think my dad compeletey forgot that we were ment to watch potp, I don't mind I'll find a way to slide it into his schedule. Other than that I've been playing a lot of video games recently, specfcially Kirby return to dream land, and Diddy Kong racing on the wii as well as some ds titles. I'm pretty good at Kirby ;), a little worse at DKR but I'm getting the hang of it! I also feel like I've become better at 2d platformers, specfically new super mario bros. Today is a SPECIAL day, my friend is hosting a sort of "board game" meet for his friends! This is the 3rd one and he invited me again. I'm not too close to the people from the board game meet, but their all nice and fun to hangout with :)! I think I need some sort of, change recently, or I'm waiting for something new to happen, and mabye this will fill that craving. This blog is messy but I'm going in a hour! I need to get ready, don't have that much time to write xd. Adios! 15.01.2026
I've been doing okay, this week has been very kind to me, first off all instead of 20 tests in one week their nicely spread out as of now. I had a physcics test today and it was a lot of fun, I don't usually like physics (it just dosen't intrest me), but the test was from the unti on electricty. I don't remember much theroical stuff, but I really enjoyed the calcuations in this unit, my teacher is very chaotic sooo it was nice to sort of get what was going on for once. But studying isn't the only thing going on. I wanna style a wig or do a cosplay, espcially one that isn't related to a certain webcomic, I might write a whole rant on it's fandom one day (both the english speaking one and the polish one since their botthh soo.. god stupid :/. I'm gonna play some sims today. I uninstalled a lot of the games recently, mostly due to the fact that I was running out of storage on my computer... God I need to work with the space on my tech, mabye buy some (usb flash drives to have unlimited sims storage, if any of them did ) but that's a idea for the future, besdies the only sims game I need to be happy is the sims 3. It's my favorite one! Albiet I do see why some prefer 2 and 1.
10.01.2026
Coming back to school after two lovely weeks of doing nothing wasn't too hard this time. Usually when I get back into the ryhtym of assiments gorup projects and irl friends I feel tired and yearn for the break. But this time around I acctually feel happy, yeah part of me would prefer having a elongated weekend over having to wakeup at 6:40 am, to walk 20 minutes in the cold but it's fine. Tbh I'm happy I'm able to walk 20 minutes, some of my classmates live on the outskirts of town and it takes them a hour to get home! Part of me feels sorry for them, but I can't imagine having anyone else in my class. I am going to be moving in the future (further away from my school), so I'm probs gonna need to also switch to public transport which I don't mind, I've got a few options so I don't have to worry about something messing up. However I promise I won't forget about this site, even with me going to school and having to deal with alll that school stuff! unlike the 1.0 version of this site coguh coguh. I've been watching a lot of movies recently thank god I made that movie shrine lmao, albiet the potp page is still under consturction. I also found a irl movie journal I was ment to fill out! (The genral jist I had going in is I write down thoguhts about the movie -> than when I have the free time and printer ink I print out the shit I need (poster, idk screencaps stuff I can't get thru stickers). Get some nice fancy paper from my stash of nice fancy paper I own (not expensive but yk, ones with prints and that fun stuff, most of it is shared with my mom, but she dosen't do as many projects as she used to) and badabimbadaboom make a nice fancy dare I say instagram post? worthy page of a journal. Get my creative juices flowing + analyze the text I wrote down when watching ze movie).
03.01.2026
I'd be lying if I sid I didn't want to start the year in a doomer mindset, but as I write this on a tv screen next to me I can see recordings of the attack on Venezula, I feel some sort of dread, I am not close to Venezula or even close to that country, and yet I feel dread. I feel dread knowing the USA can now be soo open? In their attacks. I know little about Venezula, I'll be completey honest but it feels so "scary" to see something like that in my life time, I don't know how to explain it. Look from my knowledge Maduro isn't a good man/politican or person, my "fear" and dread is mostly related to the civillians and people in venezuela, in what will happen to them and the country in the future. I don't reallly know what to say or how to speak out. I wasn't too active on here, I don't have family members living there, but I feel fear for the people living there. I've been critcal of the USA before, a lot acctually espcially during the Palestine genocide (which is still going, I don't know if this will reach anyone but I feel like that's important to share). I feel dread seeing what's happening on the other side on the world, and the side closer to me. I haven't gone into politics here before, but I think I might speak more on it with the years, after all that is the point of the freeweb, to my thoughts and struggles. Again in a way I can't completey act like I'm the one going throguh the most here, I'm lucky as of now to be in country which is safe/isn't going throguh any conflict.

Posts pre site redo!

20.0.2025
I can deny it no more I've been slacking when it comes to making this site/updating this blog. A lot has happened in my life, I went to a convention (albiet when am I not going to a con and wasting all my money T~T). My grades are finally finalized :D! Meaning no more stress for 2 months + 7 days :)))). Rn I'm enjoying a longer weekend (I had yesterday and today off + the weekend). ALSO I've finally started serious "work" on the vn, I've been enjoying it, albiet my "Day to day" apporach didn't work out. In fact I've just been "binge reading" routes. I sobbed like a mad woman during one route.
19.05.2025.
I love avenue Q so muchh god, I haven't watched it in a while but I went to see it live recently and my love has come back, expect me to post some stuff abt it on the art page/mabye even a fic :3
18.05.2025
holy shit that last blog post is wild lol, don't write posts at 3 am kids :). I'm doing well I haven't been watching as much anime and playing as much as I should/promised myself I would. It's mostly due to the fact I have a convetion coming up and I need to sew 2 cosplays and style 3 wigs(or 1 cosplay and 1 wig if I end up just going in a cosplay I've done a few times now)
10.05.2025
I got into vns again, I plan to try doing 1 day every day idk might skip out today I'm not feeling it... albie mabye it make my this feeling of lonliness
03.05.2025
first blog post ever! Wow I'm currently working on each part of the site, I'll probs change the way I impliment footers(or remove them), but that's something I plan to do at the end. If I feel like it I might impliment some kinda tag system on here, like tumblr. Speaking of which I haven't used tumblr in so loongg, I think I stopped using it after I said no to soical meida (which nowdays I only use instagram to talk to friends or lookup con info since most cons in poland use insta to communicate with congoers lol)