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03.01.2026
I'd be lying if I sid I didn't want to start the year in a doomer mindset, but as I write this on a tv screen next to me I can see recordings of the attack on Venezula, I feel some sort of dread, I am not close to Venezula or even close to that country, and yet I feel dread. I feel dread knowing the USA can now be soo open? In their attacks. I know little about Venezula, I'll be completey honest but it feels so "scary" to see something like that in my life time, I don't know how to explain it. Look from my knowledge Maduro isn't a good man/politican or person, my "fear" and dread is mostly related to the civillians and people in venezuela, in what will happen to them and the country in the future. I don't reallly know what to say or how to speak out. I wasn't too active on here, I don't have family members living there, but I feel fear for the people living there. I've been critcal of the USA before, a lot acctually espcially during the Palestine genocide (which is still going, I don't know if this will reach anyone but I feel like that's important to share). I feel dread seeing what's happening on the other side on the world, and the side closer to me. I haven't gone into politics here before, but I think I might speak more on it with the years, after all that is the point of the freeweb, to my thoughts and struggles. Again in a way I can't completey act like I'm the one going throguh the most here, I'm lucky as of now to be in country which is safe/isn't going throguh any conflict.
Posts pre site redo!
20.0.2025
I can deny it no more I've been slacking when it comes to making this site/updating this blog. A lot has happened in my life, I went to a convention (albiet when am I not going to a con and wasting all my money T~T). My grades are finally finalized :D! Meaning no more stress for 2 months + 7 days :)))). Rn I'm enjoying a longer weekend (I had yesterday and today off + the weekend). ALSO I've finally started serious "work" on the vn, I've been enjoying it, albiet my "Day to day" apporach didn't work out. In fact I've just been "binge reading" routes. I sobbed like a mad woman during one route.
19.05.2025.
I love avenue Q so muchh god, I haven't watched it in a while but I went to see it live recently and my love has come back, expect me to post some stuff abt it on the art page/mabye even a fic :3
18.05.2025
holy shit that last blog post is wild lol, don't write posts at 3 am kids :). I'm doing well I haven't been watching as much anime and playing as much as I should/promised myself I would. It's mostly due to the fact I have a convetion coming up and I need to sew 2 cosplays and style 3 wigs(or 1 cosplay and 1 wig if I end up just going in a cosplay I've done a few times now)
10.05.2025
I got into vns again, I plan to try doing 1 day every day idk might skip out today I'm not feeling it... albie mabye it make my this feeling of lonliness
03.05.2025
first blog post ever! Wow I'm currently working on each part of the site, I'll probs change the way I impliment footers(or remove them), but that's something I plan to do at the end. If I feel like it I might impliment some kinda tag system on here, like tumblr. Speaking of which I haven't used tumblr in so loongg, I think I stopped using it after I said no to soical meida (which nowdays I only use instagram to talk to friends or lookup con info since most cons in poland use insta to communicate with congoers lol)
I'd be lying if I sid I didn't want to start the year in a doomer mindset, but as I write this on a tv screen next to me I can see recordings of the attack on Venezula, I feel some sort of dread, I am not close to Venezula or even close to that country, and yet I feel dread. I feel dread knowing the USA can now be soo open? In their attacks. I know little about Venezula, I'll be completey honest but it feels so "scary" to see something like that in my life time, I don't know how to explain it. Look from my knowledge Maduro isn't a good man/politican or person, my "fear" and dread is mostly related to the civillians and people in venezuela, in what will happen to them and the country in the future. I don't reallly know what to say or how to speak out. I wasn't too active on here, I don't have family members living there, but I feel fear for the people living there. I've been critcal of the USA before, a lot acctually espcially during the Palestine genocide (which is still going, I don't know if this will reach anyone but I feel like that's important to share). I feel dread seeing what's happening on the other side on the world, and the side closer to me. I haven't gone into politics here before, but I think I might speak more on it with the years, after all that is the point of the freeweb, to my thoughts and struggles. Again in a way I can't completey act like I'm the one going throguh the most here, I'm lucky as of now to be in country which is safe/isn't going throguh any conflict.
Posts pre site redo!
20.0.2025
I can deny it no more I've been slacking when it comes to making this site/updating this blog. A lot has happened in my life, I went to a convention (albiet when am I not going to a con and wasting all my money T~T). My grades are finally finalized :D! Meaning no more stress for 2 months + 7 days :)))). Rn I'm enjoying a longer weekend (I had yesterday and today off + the weekend). ALSO I've finally started serious "work" on the vn, I've been enjoying it, albiet my "Day to day" apporach didn't work out. In fact I've just been "binge reading" routes. I sobbed like a mad woman during one route.
19.05.2025.
I love avenue Q so muchh god, I haven't watched it in a while but I went to see it live recently and my love has come back, expect me to post some stuff abt it on the art page/mabye even a fic :3
18.05.2025
holy shit that last blog post is wild lol, don't write posts at 3 am kids :). I'm doing well I haven't been watching as much anime and playing as much as I should/promised myself I would. It's mostly due to the fact I have a convetion coming up and I need to sew 2 cosplays and style 3 wigs(or 1 cosplay and 1 wig if I end up just going in a cosplay I've done a few times now)
10.05.2025
I got into vns again, I plan to try doing 1 day every day idk might skip out today I'm not feeling it... albie mabye it make my this feeling of lonliness
03.05.2025
first blog post ever! Wow I'm currently working on each part of the site, I'll probs change the way I impliment footers(or remove them), but that's something I plan to do at the end. If I feel like it I might impliment some kinda tag system on here, like tumblr. Speaking of which I haven't used tumblr in so loongg, I think I stopped using it after I said no to soical meida (which nowdays I only use instagram to talk to friends or lookup con info since most cons in poland use insta to communicate with congoers lol)